December 2011
i don’t know what to say or do, i’m too disgusted to even get ready for tonight because i know my clothes will be too tight and i don’t even know what i want to do or who i want to see, i want to vomit all over everything and everyone and gah what will i even wear tomorrow nup i just don’t even know what’s going on i want to cry and scream and rip and tear but at the...
i bought new clothes yesterday but i just looked in the mirror and i can tell they’re already going to be too small ha fuck everything and fuck everyone i just want to strangle almost everyone i know for being so fricking SELFISH far out i ask nothing of anybody and never inconvenience anyone but for some reason, out of the ONE event i organise this entire year, you might be put out for an...
i don’t know if i can do this anymore
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i’ve already eaten more today in the three hours i’ve been awake than i did all of yesterday in the eighteen hours i was awake ah looking decent for new years and field day just went out the window aaaaaah yipee i should go buy myself a pretty set of garbage bags and wear them all the time I JUST WANT TO WHINGE
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in 48 hours and 5 minutes it’ll be the start of calvin harris at field day ohhhh i am excited :D, if only morgs would be there to fist pump and ‘flow’ with me! but um i have no idea what to wear i’m considering anything that will cover up my entire body so nobody is subjected to this grossness ugh
Anonymous asked: you are skinnyy! im jealous!
this is legitimately the first time i’ve been excited for new years for a reason other than it being an excuse to get really fucked up.
this year has been absolutely awful; i’ve lost a shitload of friends, surrounded myself with other people’s meaningless drama, dealt with everyone else’s shit, lost even more friends, relapsed into several old mental disorders and habits,...
if i only leave my room as often as i did summer 08/09, perhaps the numbers will decrease as they did then too
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